I haven't posted for eons, but decided a new year is a good time to change that. So here goes.
A while back, in church, someone said something about going through a hard time, and it got me thinking. I have a tendency to believe the world stops if I'm not around. No one feels anything, does anything, thinks anything. Only me. Everyone else is a robot, on auto pilot until they are with me, then things can happen to them.
It's selfish, I know. I guess I live in my own little world and expect others to notice things about me before I notice things about them. I don't try it. It just happens. I want to change. I just don't know how. I don't remember. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to say. I think that maybe they just want to be left alone (I do . . . . sometimes).
The truth is, I'm scared. I'm lazy. I'm selfish.
A while back, I was also reading some passages in the Bible that talk about the Church. The Saints. Those united by their common faith in God. We do have responsibilities to each other (even if we sometimes think or act like we can just do our own thing).
One of the main things we are commanded to do for others is . . . PRAY.
Yes, I suppose I can pray for others without knowing anything about them. Lots of people do it. But it is hard. I don't know what I'm praying for, so it generally ends up being something like "Lord, bless ________ and whatever they are dealing with. Amen"
Maybe that is fine, and I know that God knows and understands, but I have a hard time caring about people then. I think it probably goes both ways, because when I don't share, I don't feel cared for.
I'm not really making New Year's Resolutions. I have in my head things that I want to improve on though. One of them is caring for others. I don't know how though. So my question is, what do you do to care for others? What makes you feel cared for? What do you do for people? What do you want done for you?
And by the way,
Happy 2014!!
O, and the title of this post makes me think "Exterminate." But if you've never watched Dr. Who, you won't get it.
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